Coming back after wandering for so long, it is hard and trying. You are physically, Mentally, Emotionally tired. Just tired all around. Just drained. Thirsty. Sweaty. Achey. Smelly. You are wondering is it even worth coming back, am I going to get hurt, my sins are too great for this “God”, He doesn’t know what I am going through but then you stop and realize “Wait! Why did I leave in the first place?” If you are one of these 3 then you should know that, YES! It is worth you coming back to the feet of Jesus. It is a thought between Heaven and Hell and where you will be the rest of eternity.
If you are the 2nd option and you are saying “Am i going to get hurt again?”. Yes, you probably are. Wait. Let me finish before you close out. Yes, you probably are but it is not God’s doing. Yes, He let’s it happen do to Free will that He gave to us when we were made but he doesn’t wish it upon us. Sometimes, He will use it as a test if are to stay close to him or are we gonna fall in the trap of Satan. Just think you could die anytime within an hour, couple days, months, or even years, no one knows when they are gonna die, right? So why not come back to Jesus tonight and know where you are going then to have questions about where you are going.
If you the 3rd option, you are thinking that whatever you have done that God won’t forgive you because it is TOO great. Well, you are wrong.
and all are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus. 25 God presented Christ as a sacrifice of atonement,[a] through the shedding of his blood—to be received by faith. He did this to demonstrate his righteousness, because in his forbearance he had left the sins committed beforehand unpunished— 26 he did it to demonstrate his righteousness at the present time, so as to be just and the one who justifies those who have faith in Jesus.
It says That ‘he had left the sins committed beforehand unpunished’ and he doesn’t mean some sin but ALL sin. So no, you’re sin is not too great. Yes, He will forgive you because He loves you so much. He sent His son to die a horrible death for you, me, and the rest of the world. All you have to do is except his wonderful and free gift.
Just so you know, you aren’t alone in this fight. Tonight was the night, I came back to God. I put myself in His hands and I am putting one foot in front at a time. I am broke to a point where I thought a couple hours ago, I couldn’t be put back together but I am now trusting that God knows what to do with these broken pieces and He can make something beautiful out of them. I know for sure that this path is hardly easy and I am sure that I will have to get back up time after time but I know with God I can. What about you?